

What is it like to learn that your ordinary, loving father is a serial killer? In 2005, Kerri Rawson heard a knock on the door of her apartment. When she opened it, an FBI agent informed her that her father had been arrested for murdering ten people, including two children. It was then that she learned her father was the notorious serial killer known as BTK, a name he'd given himself that described the horrific way he committed his crimes: bind, torture, kill. As news of his capture spread, Wichita celebrated the end of a thirty-one-year nightmare.
A glimpse inside

Rawson’s memoir explores how her father’s arrest as the BTK killer instantly destroyed her sense of family and personal identity. She recounts the shock and disbelief of learning that the loving, ordinary dad she knew was capable of horrific crimes. The narrative delves into the cognitive dissonance and grief that comes from reconciling cherished memories with horrifying truths, showing how trauma can fracture not just individuals, but the very foundations of family life.
While the BTK’s victims and their families suffered the most direct harm, Rawson highlights how the families of perpetrators are also deeply affected. She describes the stigma, suspicion, and public scrutiny that fell on her and her family, as well as the guilt and shame she struggled with despite her innocence. The book broadens the conversation around true crime, reminding readers that the ripple effects of violence extend far beyond the headlines.
- 1The Shattering of Family Identity
- 2The Unseen Victims of Crime
- 3Faith and Forgiveness Amid Betrayal
- 4The Complexity of Parental Love
- 5The Long Road to Healing